My conversation with the petrol pump attendent

I was at a petrol kiosk not far from my house today.

Petrol Pump attendent : Saya Faisal dari Pakistan (I am Faisal from Pakistan)

Me: Berapa lama sudah di Malaysia? (How long have you been in Malaysia?)

Faisal: 3 tahun (3 years)
Me: Umur awak? (your age?)
Faisal: Saya 21 (I am 21)
Me: Boss okay? (is your boss okay to you)?
Faisal: Ya, sangat baik boss saya (Yes, my boss is very good to me)

Me: Ada hantar duit balik kampong? (Do you send money home?)

Faisal: Ya. Saya dapat RM700, hantar RM500 tiap bulan (I earn RM700, send home RM500 every month).

Me: RM200 lagi untuk belanja? (Another RM200 for your own use?)

Faisal:RM 100 saya belanja, RM 100 lagi saya simpan (I use RM100 and I save RM100)

Me: Awak anak baik (You are a good son)

Faisal: Mak saya pun ibu baik (My mother is also a good Mother)

I felt like hugging him! You are a good son and I am sure she is a good Mother, having brought up a responsible, matured 21 year old like you. May God look after you and bestow his blessings on you!

Some cute jokes

Why wear wedding ring on wrong finger?

At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, 'Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?' The other replied, 'Yes, I am, I married the wrong man.'

Wife wanted!

A man inserted an 'ad' in the classifieds: 'Wife wanted' . Next day he received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: 'You can have mine.'

Too blind in love to notice!

After a quarrel, a wife said to her husband, 'You know, I was a fool when I married you.' The husband replied, 'Yes, dear, but I was in love and didn't notice.'

Credits to: http://www.guy-sports.com/jokes/woman_jokes.htm

Not too old to study?

A friend suggested I should enrol for a PhD program as the University where she works is giving a 75% discount to senior citizens. Mmm... I am not sure...why do I want a PhD at such an advanced age? "Why Not?" she said.

Have your heard of Kenyan Mr Kimani Nganga Maruge who made headlines around the world in 2004 for being the oldest man in Kenya to start school - aged 84? The great-grandfather has won a place in the Guinness Book of World Records for being the oldest person in the world to start primary school. Mr Maruge says he never had the opportunity to go to school when he was younger.

Two of his 30 grandchildren attend the same school but they are in more senior grades.

Information from: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/3746101.stm

Mmm...maybe I should give the PhD program some serious thought!

Life and work should both be enjoyed!

I just took the Which color is your aura? quiz and the result is yellow

This is the anlysis:

Yellows are the sunniest, happiest and most childlike personalities in the color-spectrum. "All I want to do is have some fun!" is a song which is a wonderful representation of Yellows and shows their easy going, light and sunny character. These playful people have a wonderful sense of humor. They love to laugh and intimately enjoy life from many different angles. They advocate relaxation, the pure joy of life and live spontaneously. They are always reminding other people to not take life too seriously and to always look on the bright side. Life and work should both be enjoyed.

I cannot say that the analysis is totally accurate, but, yes, I do believe that Life and Work should both be enjoyed. If a person does not enjoy his work, how is he to enjoy his life?

Actually I am privileged

I was driving along Jalan Stoner in the vacinity of KLCC today. There are several luxurious condominiums on both sides of the road and a few more under construction. I was wondering to myself how much it must cost to buy a condo unit in this area, how nice it must be to stay in this "high class" area and how privileged these people are compared to me. Suddenly the person driving in front of me stopped abruptly and I followed. Apparently, the car had to stop for a disheveled looking middle age woman who could be mentally deranged, who was crossing the road aimlessly without paying any attention to the traffiic. So sad. Does she have a family? I wondered.

I was angered, for I had no shoes

Then I met a man who had no feet- Chinese Proverb

Growing old is a privilige

Do not resent growing old. Many are denied the privilege -Unknown

How could any human being do this?

In Milwaukee, Wisconsin USA, Crystal Keith, 24 is charged with beating her nephew, 13-month-old Christopher (pic on the left) to death and torturing his 2-year-old sister for months.

Milwaukee County Medical Examiner told the court that Christopher suffered more than 47 injuries! His arm was torn away from his shoulder. His other arm was broken. He had been punched in the face so hard his teeth bruised his inner lips. His brain had hemorrhaged and his eyes bled, a condition seen only in car accidents, falls from great heights and child abuse.

Crystal Keith also abused Christopher's 2 year old sister. Crystal Keith told the detectives she hit the child with the brush on her knuckles and feet. The skin on her hands began to peel away, and her toenails began to crumble. In her confession Crystal Keith said "It got so bad with the feet that I wouldn't let my husband or anybody see her feet. So I left socks on her all the time. One morning . . . I had her in the kitchen on the pot (child's toilet) and she was turned wrong so it made me mad so I smacked her in the face so bad that her eyes were closed." After the beating, Keith said, she wrapped the girl's head in a scarf, placed her facing backward on the toilet, made her put her head in her lap and left her in that position for the rest of the day.

Information from: http://www.jsonline.com/news/crime/44423522.html

Rest in peace, little Christopher. You now now safe in God's embrace.

Weight training keeps us young!

• Weight training for the elderly help those who have lost mobility to regain some movement and even improve mental functioning.
• Weight training for the elderly puts back muscle mass and strength that has been lost.
• Weight training for the elderly strengthens the immune system helping them to avoid many illnesses.
• Weight training for the elderly renews much of the suppleness to the skin that aging can take away
• Weight training helps the body to manufacture greater amounts of hormones.

Reference: Weight Training for the Elderly

Mmmm...time to take out my son's irons !

Just to be alive is a grand thing

I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing. - Agatha Christie

A man of principles

Today I am very much saddened to have lost a former boss and a good friend, Ir. Tan Hoe Tim, to leukemia. The greatest impression he made on me was his way of solving problems. Whenever we were confronted with a problem or discussing an issue, he always used to say, "Let's look at the principles of it", and we normally got our work issues resolved in a manner acceptable to everyone.

He had demonstrated to me that principles can give us useful guidance in a wide range of situations and that living by principles will encourage moral and fair choices, judgments and actions.

We have something in common

Credit to: http://www.swapmeetdave.com/Humor/Seniors.htm

Her own perferences and a strong determination

My daughter Fedelia left for Shanghai today to represent the country in the KIA X Games Asia in Sport Climbing. Honestly I had never heard of X Games Asia so I did a bit of internet research.

Apparently KIA X Games Asia is Asia's premiere action sports competition and it is being held for the 11th year. This year the event will see the participation of more than 200 of the best action sports athletes from more than 20 countries and five continents in the sports of Skateboard, BMX, In-Line Skate and Sport Climbing. The games will be televised live from Shanghai's KIC Jiangwan Stadium on ESPN Asia networks.

I would prefer her to stay at home, play the piano and dressed up in ruffles, laces and frills, but it looks like she has her own preferences and a strong determination.

We are all equal in the presence of death.

Very sad to receive an sms on the passing of Ir Low Kong Fook following a sudden heart attack. I remember him as one of my office colleagues in the 1980s who was at ease with everyone, always chatty, cheerful and friendly. Also an avid golfer who used to win golf competitions organized by the Department.

As men, we are all equal in the presence of death.
- Publilius Syrus

The Valley of Hope

Today an article in the Star entitled Rampant crime at leprosy settlement caught my attention. It is such a pity that such an important part of Malaysia's heritage has fallen victim to illegal settlers.

The Save Valley of Hope Solidarity Group had been fighting for preserving the Sungei Buloh Leprosy Settlement as a Heritage Site. Please visit http://valleyofhope.blogspot.com/.

About 45 years ago when I was a school girl I joined a school trip to the Sungei Buloh Leprosy Settlement. Many of the patients we saw had some form of disfigurement. I remember somebody in charge gave us a briefing. I did not remember much of what he said, but I had never forgotten what one of the patients told us. This patient was invited by the Person in Charge to speak to our group. The patient was a gentlemen probably then in his forties. He told us he contracted leprosy in his 20s after returning from his Acccountacy Degree Program abroad. He spoke immaculate English. He told us that when it was discovered he had leprosy, his family stopped visiting him in the hospital, and he had never seen them since. Then the hospital where he was being treated arranged to have several of them in the hospital transferred to the Sungei Buloh Leprosy Settlement. He boarded a train from the nothern part of the country with a few others in a separate coach, including a small boy. When the train finally reached Sungei Buloh it did not stop but only slowed down and they were told to jump from the train. It seems the reason for this was that if the train were to stop the other passengers would be annoyed because it was too close to the leper settlement. So they jumped, including the little boy who hurt himself in the process. He had to track several miles to reach the Leprosy Settlement with the others. This story had haunted me for many years. What anguish, hurt, despair and anxiety they all must have sufferred.

It seems the Sungei Buloh Leprosy Settlement was constructed in 1926 and opened in 1930, following the 1926 Leper Enactment Act, which required the segregation and treatment of those with the disease. The idea was to create a self-contained community where patients could live in humane surroundings while under medical supervision. According to a web site, http://www.tslr.net/2007/09/sungai-buloh-lepers-settlement.html, "The leprosarium had its own rules and regulations, school, places of worship, social clubs, fire brigade, police force and a prison too. At one time, the colony even had its own currency".

It seems Sungai Buloh was the most impressive Leporasy Settlement in the world because of its scenic setting and its modern buildings and facilities. In the later years it also made its mark as a distinguished center of research for the disease.

An aerial view of the orignal settlement :http://www.leprosyhistory.org/

A view of the ward :http://www.leprosyhistory.org/

A picturesque view of the Settlement: http://www.tslr.net/2007/09/sungai-buloh-lepers-settlement.html

An inherently unequal relationship

I have slowly realized that the Mother-children relationship is an inherently unequal relationship. The Mother will always love the children more than they love her. The Mother will always want to be with them more than they want to be with her. The Mother will always give more than she gets in return. I am sure what I am feeling now was what my Mother must have felt too.

We should also take a leaf from Confucius' book

According to Confucius the first principle of good governance is that the Leader must be sincere and of impeccable character. Confucius said ‘If the leader sets an example of being correct, who would dare to remain incorrect?’.

It is significant that the Chinese word cheng (to govern) and cheng (to correct) come from the same root. The ruler rules by the ‘mandate of heaven’, if he becomes dishonest or corrupt, he loses this mandate.

This time of the year for me

Somehow at this time of the year I become more aware of all of the changes that have taken place in my life. The older I get, the more I find myself feeling melancholy this time of the year.

33 years ago on April 23 I gave birth to my elder son and 30 years ago on April 20 I delivered my second son. Only my daughter was born in September, not April.

Over the last three decades, I had experienced major transitions in my life. I had to work full time and played the role of mother and father for most part of their growing years. Sometimes I had to leave them for days or weeks with only the maid to look after their basic needs, due to work assignments out of town or abroad, a situation I had always felt guilty about. While the process of bringing them up had not been without major challenges, I like to claim I had done my best, although deep in my heart I know I could have managed better. As adults now they have their own lives to lead. I can only silently wish them happiness and success in the way ahead.

Our deeds determine us as much as we determine our deeds. ~George Eliot

There are still nooks and corners in our country where issues of race and religion are totally irrelevant

"It’s heartening for us that there are still nooks and corners in our country where issues of race and religion are totally irrelevant". -quote YM Raja ZARITH IDRIS

I was totally moved when I read this article Sunny Side of Down written by YM Raja Zarith Idris and would like to share it with you. Raja Zarith Sofiah binti Almarhum Sultan Idris whose father was the late Sultan Idris Shah of Perak, is the wife of Tunku Ibrahim, the eldest son of the current Sultan of Johor. This princess is someone who speaks from her heart, reflected in all her writings.

Reaching out to our enemies strengthens our hands

President Barack Obama said yesterday that he "strengthens our hand" by reaching out to enemies of the United States and making sure that the nation is a leader, not a lecturer, of democracy. Obama's foreign doctrine emerged from his recent 4-day trip to Latin America, a part of the world where there is a lot of resentment of U.S. power. He got a smile, handshakes and even a gift from the leftist leader Hugo Chavez of Venezuela, and responded to overrtures of new relations from Cuban President Raul Castro.

Read More Obama says reaching out to enemies strengthens US

I think Malaysia's warring political camps can borrow a leaf from Obama.

10-step memory workout for seniors

1. Exercise regularly
2. Stick to a healthy diet: Avoid sugar and saturated fat. And eat lots of antioxidant-rich fruits and vegetables such as blueberries, spinach, and beets.
3. Learn new things: Mastering activities you've never done before stimulates neuron activity.
4. Get enough sleep
5. Devise memory strategies: Make notes or underline key passages to help you remember what you've read.
6. Socialize
7. Get organized: Designate a place for important items such as keys and checkbooks. Keep checklists for things such as daily medications or items to pack when you travel.
8. Turn off the tube: Experts say too much TV watching weakens brain power.
9. Jot down new information
10. Solve brainteasers: Crossword puzzles, card games, and board games such as Scrabble improve your memory.

Credit to: http://my.88db.com/my/Knowledge/Knowledge_Detail.page/Health_Medical/?kid=10561

Internet Search good for brain health of the elderly

It seems recent research found that Internet search has a positive influence on the brain activity of elderly people. Internet search activities are found to be capable of activating key centers of the brain, which control logical processes of the mind or the areas of the brain that control decision-making and complex reasoning.

One very interesting finding is that Internet search activities are able to bring this about while an activity such as reading does not. The explanation for this is that compared with reading, the wealth of choices on the Internet requires that people make decisions about what to click on, which engages important cognitive circuits in the brain.

Please read: Internet Searching may Boost Brain

Hmm...looks like now I have a justification for hogging the computer...

Diogenes Syndrome or Squalor syndrome

I had been quite disturbed for the last 2 weeks ever since I witnessed the dilapidated and filthy condition of a house occupied by a relative. I had never seen anything near to it in my whole life! To top it all he is rich, with millions in his account and in shares, besides a few houses in prime locations. It disturbed me so much that I did an internet search on people living in such conditions and I found out that there is actually a behavioural disorder called the Diogenes Syndrome or sometimes called the Squalor Syndorme.

This rare form of behavioural disorder, usually found in the elderly, is characterized by extreme squalor, gross self-neglect, lack of self-consciousness about personal habits, untidiness, and compulsive hoarding of objects such as books, newspapers, tin cans, mails or garbage which could have been in the house for more than 10 years. This is accompanied by a self-imposed isolation and the refusal of external help. The person is often aloof, suspicious, emotionally moody, aggressive and reality distorting.

Diogenes syndrome is not a disease, it is a psychological condition. Very often this disorder affects old people who live alone. It is considered to be the end stage of a personality disorder.

Diogenes Syndrome is named after Diogenes of Sinope, the ancient Greek Philosopher who gave up mainstream life to live in poverty and made his home in a barrel (see the painting, credit to Wikipedia) .

It was found that those at high risk of lapsing into such squalor are often old people of the independent and domineering type, living alone, with poor or non-existent social links with their local community. When brought to the attention of medical professionals, either because of complaints by neighbours or during a physical illness, such people are usually found to be of sound mind, do not experience financial hardship and tend to come from an affluent socio-economic background. However, persons with the Syndrome can come from all social groups.

Rehabilitation of such people has been said to be possible, but difficult. I hope my relative can be helped, but currently I have no answer how to help him.

For more information, please read Diogenes syndrome: self-neglect and hoarding - not a pretty picture by Pat Salber, MD

A new baby is like the beginning of all things!

My young friend Wai Mun sent me pics of her new born baby boy, Cheah Yong Xin, now about 1 month old. Absolutely adorable!

The picture below is the baby's elder brother Cheah Yong Hang or "Hang Hang", who is now about 3 years old. Equally adorable!

A new baby is like the beginning of all things - wonder, hope, a dream of possibilities.

- Eda J. Le Shan

Where is the remote?

Credit: http://www.freefunnypixs.com/funny-cartoons

Hazards of the electronic age

Credit: http://www.freefunnypixs.com/funny-cartoons

A golden rule

The most famous Confucian saying is the Confucian version of the Golden Rule—"I would not want to do to others what I do not want them to do to me"

Remembering our Mother, a lady of grace and patience

These pics were taken when I accompanied Sis Wan Lan to Fairy Park, Klang, Mother's final resting place on 7 April 2009,on the occassion of Cheng Beng. Sis Wan Lan had dutifully performed prayers for Mother since Mother returned to Heaven more than 10 years ago on 9 August 1998.

A million choices I could have made

Looking back

A million choices

I could have made

A thousand paths for me to take

And looking back

The answer's always clear when I ask myself

Would I have it all over again ?

Every moment good and bad

Every laughter and joy, disappointment and heartache

Spending time with myself

Today I took a break. I took a break from housework, I took a break from my research, I took a break from writing my reports, I took a break from preparing food for the children.

I woke up today and I just felt like taking a break. I had no idea what I will do. I dressed up, got into the car and drove out. Half an hour later I found myself at the Mall. I bought my favourite shampoo and just walked around the Mall for a good 4 hours, completely on my own. It was like a 4 hour "my-time" and I felt so refreshed afterwards. Maybe I should do it on a regular basis, maybe once a month or whenever I feel like de-stressing myself.

My visit to Sarajevo (after the siege on Sarajevo 1992-1996)

Rammaging through my drawers the other day, I found a stack of hard copy photographs of my trip to Sarajevo, the capital of Bosnia Herzegovinia in December 1996. I was one of the 2 Malaysian government representives to the UN Mission for the reconstruction of Bosnis Herzegovinia. I decided to reproduce the photographs and post in this blog due to their historical significance but unfortunately the photos suffer from a lack of clarity.

The Sarajevo airport was closed due to extensive damage. So Mission members in 3 bus loads had to be transported by land from Croatia. It was a very very slow long journey through very very steep and hilly terrain on slippery icy roads, and when in Bosnian territory we had to cross several temporary bridges built by the army. Sometimes we were asked to cross the bridges on foot as the bridges may break due to the weight of the bus. I was completely quiet throughout the journey, all the time praying very hard that I would see my young children again, hugging very tightly onto my winter sweater.

The pictures I had captured showed how heavily Sarajevo was damaged during those four years of atrocities by the Serbs. After the glory of the 1984 Winter Olympics (which Sarajevo hosted) the splendour of the city was entirely destroyed. It was estimated more than 12,000 were killed and 50,000 wounded, 85% were civilians.

In January 2003, the International Criminal Tribunal for the former Yugoslavia convicted the first commander of the Sarajevo-Romanija Corps and sentenced him to life imprisonment for the crimes against humanity. Another General was sentenced to 33 years in prison. But could this make up for the sufferings of the Bosnians?

This picture shows what was left of what could have been a very majestic building.

The city square in complete ruin

The inside of the mosque in the city centre which was completely destroyed. Despite this, I witnessed the Friday congregational prayers when I was there. Hundreds of Muslims performed their Friday prayer outside the mosque, with just pieces of prayer mats laid down either on the grounds of the mosque or on the roads surrounding the mosque.

Government representatives in the UN Mission walking through the city ruins. The interpreter who was attached to us, a young Bosnian mother of 2 infants, tearfully related to me how she lost 2 brothers during the war, how her infants went hungry and cried for hours and how the adults in the neighbourhood tried to save as much food as possible for the children, including the neighbours' children, and themselves going hungry for days.




A close-up view of a building totally destroyed by the Serbian fires.

A view of the Hotel where I stayed. Please note the broken window panes. It was the Hilton.

A close-up view of the broken window panes of the Hotel where I stayed.

The room I stayed in was in quite a deplorable condition, the windows were broken, the walls had holes and the winter winds that blew into the room at night was quite unbearable.

That is me second from left. To my left is Malaysia 's Ambassador -at- large who was the other member of our delegation. Note the snow-capped hills. This was taken a few kilometers outside the city where the countryside was littered with numerous and countless graves.

After the Bosnia experience, I had never failed to appreciate the peace and stability prevailing in my own country.

Some Chinese proverbs

He who asks is a fool for five minutes, but he who does not ask remains a fool forever.

A smile will gain you ten more years of life.

Behave toward everyone as if receiving a guest.

Love what you do to ensure sucess

Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful - Albert Schweitzer

The lure of free money

I was depositing RM500 into the cash deposit machine in one of the local banks today when a young man approached me and asked how much I had just put into the machine. I told him it is none of his business. He persisted despite my cold response and told me he represents the bank and would give me RM50 if I had just deposited RM500. I decided to show him the machine receipt and he gave me RM50, after I took a photo infront of the bank vehicle parked outside the bank, with a bank representative in the Bank's uniform. Well, it was strange but I did it and he gave me RM50. Hopefully there is nothing sinister, otherwise I suppose I would have been quite foolish. I'll just have to wait and see.

Earth provides enough to satisfy every man's need, but not everyman's greed -Mahatma Gandhi.